Meera pov..

I was sleeping peacefully.. just then My sleep is disturbed by sunlight..."Aaahhh why does this day come? The night is so nice... anyway with him... Not in that way.... I mean I feel comfortable when is he around me... His presence his peace.... After s many years... I sleep peacefully without any medicine.....

" I think fall asleep in his arm right?...

But I am capable of him.?... Because... He...think my father.is murderer of his maa....."..... I don't wanna remember all this.... At early morning....

I rubbed my eyes adjusting the atmosphere....I look around the room he was nowhere.. to found... " Is he morning person....?...

Today is first day of my Marriage Aahh i think finally got my wings which have been cut in that house......

In my house.... Oh sorry My house?....

I laughed bitterly..... Locking myself in storeroom is my home..?... Eating there leftover is my home?.... Hitting with me belt is my home?......

I don't know how they let me study?.... One day when I was 8 years old I found them talking.. about myself....

They were talking any kind of letter in which there is a condition.. " let her complete education..... And second condition was.... Hit her as much you want but I don't wanna any scar on her body.... What the hell is that..?......

" When I was ... I can't talk... Words stuck on my thorat..... Like a rope is a against my neck and someone is pulling very tight..... One day their son .at night tried to mol@est with me.. I was barely 7 years or 6 years ... when no one is at home... He knocked against my room... I was not at room i washing their dirty dishes at kitchen... When I saw him on my door.... I don't understand whyyyyyyyyy " kyuuuuu gai meh uske paas........ I pat his shoulder" bhaiya......... He don't deserve to call bhaiya.. bhai means protection... And he prove me wrong at that time.....

He look at me with lustfull eyes.. his eyes moved around my body.... I smiled at him... " Whyyy...... Kyu meera.. i questioned myself.... He grabbed my arm pushing the my door room.... He pushed me on the floor..... My eyes widen... " Koi......Bachaoooooo... Hume... I shouted but no one came... His smirk deepening his look around the room and found a glass... With a dark bittter laugh... He picked it coming towards me...i was hell scared what to do....

" No ...bhaiya.. you will get hurt.... In that moment also.. I was caring for him..i failed understand his intention....

He bend down gripping my jaw... was hurting....fresh tears was coming from my eyes.....he broke the glass ..the sound made me flinch ..... His nails was digging at my skin... " Shhh....... I don't want any voice understand?......

I don't have to save from....my anger was boling... I look directly into his eyes..... spat in his face... the spittle came all over his face.... What can I do?... Nothing.... He leave my jaw ....rubbing his eyes..... I got up holding a glass of pieces.. i don't know where this courage came from....

I picked up the mirror and stabbed at his neck he hissed in pain.. " Meera.. Aaj tu nahi bachegi..he shouted ...his eyes were closed. Still, he removed my dupatta with one hand.....

He laughed holding his neck.. leaning toward me... " What do you think princess?... You will escape from me.. he gripped my hair.... " Ahhhh..... My nailss was digging at his hand... He was pulling me pinning against the wall.... He was saying my body with lustfull .. I cover my body ...my duppata were laying on floor.. i bend down to pick... He smirk.... pressing his foot my hand with full pressure.....

I showed no sign of hurt or hissed in pain... I know one thing no one come to save me..... The thing is only me and him..but deep down it's was badly hurting.... He was rubbing his leg against my hand... My finger was damn hurting..... I leaned myself down bitting his leg with my teeth.... My sharp teeth with full force bitting him....

" Aahhhhh chood kamini........ He removed his leg against my hands... I look at fingers it became red....tears were falling from my eyes ... I know no one gonna come for me.. or care for me........

He removing his belt.... Wrapping around his hand...walking around he was fully angry... Jaw tightened.. I can hear his breath against me.... I was breathing heavily.... Trying to push him... But his body was betrayed... He tried to touch me in innapropietly .. i have no escaped.... I looked around seeing vase on table... My hands were reach till the vase ..holding it... As he about to some more.... I crashed vase with full force on his hands.......

" Aagghhhhhhhhh meh tujhe nahi........ He hold his head back .. blood was dripping from his head... He became uncouisness lying on the floor...

" Did I do something wrong?.. i questioned myself..

Just then mami and mama enter the room... "Shiva...bet her words die when he saw me sticking to the wall.. bloods were on my hands.... And shiva was lying on floor...

She became stunned ..jaw tightened" Arunnnn she called her husband.... firstly.. he came hearing her voice...."kya....hua... He also shocked.. seeing this......

" Hu...maara bhola shivaaa..... Mami shouted .... Then she saw me.. walking towards me... without wasting moment she slapped harder.... I don't know what I do?... I don't know anything....

" Yeh.....kya ...kiyaa... Mere bete keh saath bolna....... She continues slapping me.......mama stop her... " Sun mai kya...keh raha hu..... Isko bhar bhejdete hai.. he hushed to her ear....

" Maine kuch nahi kiya... Yeh bhai..mere duppata lere rahe the.. chu rahe the hume... Aur mere paas aare the ... gande taarikhe se hume dekh rahe the....aur haath lagane jaare the ...toh humne ne inhe kaach se maara fir yeh vase se maara...

(I did not do anything... this brother... was taking my dupatta... was hurting me... and came near me... was looking at me in a dirty way... and was about to touch me... so I hit him with a glass and then this one with a vase... )...

Mami chock her neck " chup kar..mera beta kisiko dekh tah nahi hai.. samjhi.... Aur tujhe jaise ko toh woh bhau bhi na de...

(Shut up... my son doesn't look at anyone... understood... and he wouldn't even look at someone like you... )..

" Mami ....hum saach keh rahe hai aur parsu Aap jab nahi thena toh yeh bhai ek humari Umar ke ladki layee the... Humne unhe dekha tha.. chupke se...bhai bol rahe the.. auo saath meh khelege......

(Mami... I am telling the truth and Parsu, when you were not there, this brother had brought a girl of my age... I had seen her... secretly... brother was saying... come we will play with you...)......

Her mama sweats beads coming from. His forehead...... His mother was shocked.... Covering her mouth... She was about to slapp her Arun (her mama) stop her... " Nahi...isse marne se kuch nahi hoga.... Isko pehele U.s bhej dege ... Yaha se dur... Kahi yeh sabke saamne sach na bolde... Her mami anger was still boling.. she deadly glare at her...

I match her pace then look at him uncouisness lying " in bhai ko toh yaha se uthao... Humare paas jagah nahi hai sone ke...

(Get this brother out of here... I

don't have any place to sleep... ) Arun pick him in his arm.....

Next day he was nowhere to find..

Past childhood end...

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Fresh tears were falling on my damp cheeks remebering the worst part of my childhood i think I am brave at. That time..... But I don't realize at that time....

" I need to fresh up.... My voice whispered heading to the wardrobe just then I remember I don't get clothes with me.... Since wedding.. and now also I was wearing his t shirts... His perfume fragrance was still coming not bad......

" Ahhh meh addict na ho jao yeh smell se.

(I hope I don't get addict to his perfume fragrance).. i let out giggle escape from my mouth... Just then I saw a letter.. resting on table with red flower.. " ohh...is he going to propose me?....

With a peak of excitement.... I hurriedly pick up the letter.. my smile instantly fade....

" Mat karo mujhse mohabbat tod dugi tum khudo nafrat karta hu meh tumse....

(Don't love me i hate you... In expection of love you will broke your self..

Meera eyes tears welled bitter smile appear on her face.... " Mat karo mohabaat meri mohabbat hum dono ke liye kaafi hai

(Don't love me my love is enough for both of us.....)

...." I hate you ..don't tried to find me.......

" Your all clothes and your essentials things are available...

" I am not here... Never see you again...

(Make yourself die or hide kitten but don't getting obsessed over me ..I don't want that you became my addiction.... By..

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Meera grip loosen on the paper ...the paper which was full neatly white was socked now with her tears....

" Koi na... Nafrat karne wale bohut hai humari zindagi meh.... Aap ki galti nahi... She let out broken voice...

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( Her first night past end...)

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Hospital..

Today is the day meera is getting discharged.. she was ready wearing red suit with white plaazo... She was pouting because beside her avika giving her instructions not to eat any junk food..

Kavya making her eating soup but she was denying.... Turning her face..showing drama.. kavya sigh...

" Dekhlo pregnant meh hu..mujhe mood swings hona chaiye aur yeh madam ko dekho..

(See here i am pregnant I should get this type of treatment..and here see this girl...)

Avyaansh look at her " strawberry woh apka mood swings nahi hai chatora paan hai.... 30momos ko khataa hai woh bhi unhygienic jageh se ...no never....

(Strawberry is not your mood swings, it is a chatora paan.... asks for 30 momos and that too from a unique place...no never....).

Kavya pout looking towards everyone seeking help with her cuteness... " Kaise zaleem khandaan meh shaadi hogai haiiii maar gayi meh.... She dramatically whined...

Avyaansh bit his cheek to stop laughing otherwise he won,t spare.. yesterday she hit with rollinpin just because he wasn' eating orea ice cream with Colgate....

Author... : " uhhh my bestie... Same pinch mujhe bhi pasand hai orea biscuit with Colgate

Kavya: yes babe 💋 please Aap toh author hona mujhe apke saath shaadi Kara do...

Author: we will talk darling..💋😭

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Avika back hug kavya with grin smiled " koi baat nahi hum panipuri kaheye... Fir movie dekhege... Our girls trip .. ghar ke maids ko chutti dedege..in admiyon ko kaam karayge....

( No problem, tell me about Panipuri... then we'll watch a movie... our girls trip... we'll give the housemaids a break... we'll make these men work...

Meera clapped her hands excitement ats peak..." Haaa bohut maazaa ayegaaa she was about to jump on bed only to get two hits from Vansh and Avika... She pout glaring at them..but they glare at her hard....

"Kabristan ki haadi banki bethi hai aur madam ko ucchal na hai.. abhi theek hui hai par nahi.. apni parwah nahi hai..apko pata hai vansh yaha hospital meh agar ek baacha dawai na le toh uss ko ese ghoori gi jaise abhi maar dalegi..... Aur khud 26 ki hoke bacchi baan Rahi hai..kya karu meh iska .. god ne defective peice diya... Joh repair karni ki zimmedari hume di....... Zaraaa dhyaan nahi kisine cheez ka abhi lag jaati toh.....

(" You are looking like of the graveyard bone is lying there and madam is not moving.. she has recovered now but no.. she doesn't care about herself.. you know Vansh, here in the hospital if a child doesn't take medicine then she scolds him as if she will kill him now... and this girl herself being 26 years old is crying... what should I do about her.. God gave me a defective piece... which I have the responsibility of repairing... if I hadn't paid attention to something then she would have been hurt now...

Meera closed her eyes " chalu hoagaya iska radio kon itna kaise bol leta hai mujhe dekho..kitni shaant masoom hu par nahi.... Aare chirag bhi leke jaiyega na mujhe jaise nahi milegi inhe..huhh.. don't worry meera you are gem.... Your price are worth baby....

(Her radio is on, again.. who knows how he can speak so much, look at me... I am so calm and innocent baby but no.... They will take away the lamp too, they won't get it like me... huhh... don't worry Meera you are a gem... Your price is worth baby.....

Avika glared at her like a defeat person ..she is unbelievable..but deep down she loved her seeing her happy... She was with her since childhood... She know how much she endured trauma.. tortured.. everything happen with her she tells avika.. as if all problems are solved.. not avika only.. her parents are also her best friend.... They are supportive for her..... For them meera is second daughter for them...)..

"Itni der se fir bakbak kon kar Raha hai?... Vansh asked crossing his arm to chest.....

(Then who is blabbering since long?..)

" Kya bhai Aap bhi iss masoom bacchi peh atyachaar karoge..... Meera show him cute smile.. puppy eyes.....)

(What bhai?.. now you will aslo do torture on this cute innocent baby?...)

Vansh show her sweeter smile... " Beta sab maloom hai apki harkate ..... Shaadi ke ek din baad hi apne meri shirtless pic meri new employee ko bhej di.....

(Son, I know everything about you every thing... Just a day after the marriage, you sent my shirtless ass to my new employee...

Someone jaw tightened standing beside meera... Her grip tightened on her stescope ... Hard glare at meera.

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" Beta tu ek baar theek ho fir batati hu tujhe.... She murmmed..

(Dear Just you get better than I will show you....)

Meera giggle " hume hot lagi aur woh appko taad rahi thi... Hume saab pata rehta hai....

Vansh look at her with done face... Meera wink at kavya her plan was successful... Her plan successfull escaping from this tastless soup.... Kavya mouth felt open....

Just vansh about to say something.. kavya intrupted him.. " ek min madam sab samaaj thi hu Aapke tarrikhe... Samjhi Aap...

(Wait a minute madam, I know everything, I understood your cleverness and drank the soup silently.)...

Meera played innocent card showing her puppy eyes... " Bhabhi esa zulm karoge aap waise pregnant Aap hai aagar aap yeh soup piyege na dekhna baby aur taqtawar ayegana.. hum doctor haina isliye aapko bata rahe haina..

(Bhabhi, will you do such cruelty? You are pregnant anyway, if you drink this soup, you will see that the baby will become more powerful. I am a doctor, that is why I am telling you.).

Kavya glanced at avyaansh .. they both chuckle together... Kavya hold her ears... Give sweetiest smile...)

" Accha beta?.... Yeh joh hunter mere baju meh khade hai woh kaam hai kya doctor se?... Pura din hitler bane rehta hai..)...

(Oh dear is that? .... This Hunter standing next to me, does he have any rather than a doctor?... He acts like Hitler the whole day..)..

Meera cover her mouth looking at him wide eyes... " Ohh dekh rahe hai Avuu bhai yeh kaise aapko bolre hai hunter.. ohh...

Avyaansh burst of laughing side hugging kavya " inke pyaar meh hum dhool bhi banake ko tyaar hai .par kya haina abhi baby ane wala toh extra dhyaan rakhna padta haina... Isliye bina degree ke dhyaan rakhna padta hai.... He kissed her forehead touching her foot...

Kavya warm smile... every time she fall in love again and again with his care , gesture,love everything.. everyone in the room looking with awww..... Meera rotated her hand around them as a evil eyes...

" Hayee naazar na lage... Thuthuuuuu.. she said........

Just then the door open Reyaansh walking with stern expression holding aarav ears.....in his other hand there was a food parcel... Meera eyes widened she immediately look at kavya snatching soup from her hand...

"Aare bhabhi soup dona kabse thanda hora hai... Kitna tasty lag raha hai...

Bhabhi give, the soup bowl is getting cold... It looks so delicious)

She immediately drink making weird faces... while drinking.. not looking at Reyaansh..he was glaring at her ... Kavya smirk this girl was showing tantrums and now she drink quitely.....avika secretly take her photo she noticed her giving her death stare .....

" Aaaaah.. bhai dard hora hai....Aarav whined Reyaansh smack his head " bhabhi ke crime partner kya hai

("Ahhhh brother, it's paining to leave....)

( Bhabhi's crime partner what's this?...)

yeh?.... He show the junk food parcel aarav scratched his back of neck.. it was earlier plan between meera and Aarav .. that she want burger..he was not accepting but when she give Reyaansh swear he couldn't deny it... emotional blackmail

Aarav give him sheepish smile " aare yeh kab aya woh bechara parcel wala gift Diya hoga.... Haina bhabhi?..

(Oh... When this came?. That poor parcel boy gift us right bhabhi?..)

Reyaansh glared at her.. " dare you to agreee with him....

Meera show him puppy eyes tugging at his sleeve..his heart melt..he can't reseit her cute face ... She extend her soup bowl...

(" Aap apne haath se pila do yeh soup...)

(You feed me this soup with your hands)...

" Ohhhh blackmail.... Vansh exclaimed clapping his hand......

" Bhai mujhe bhi kuch khilado apne haatho se jab apni sugar ko pilaa rahe ho soup.... Aarav smiled warmly

( Bhai also feed me with your hands when you are feeding her )

Reyaansh : " tu biwi hai meri?. ( Are you my wife?..

Meera :" aap patni hai humare yaansh ki?..... ( Are you wife of my yansh?...)

They both said in union ... Meera was playing with his sleeve button.... Completly attract and obsessed... He noticed her every small movement...

" Dono miya biwi ek jaise hai.... Aarav murmmed....

( Both wife and husband are same..)

He murmmed

" Nautanki.. avyaansh pat his shoulder..

" Haaa Aap bhi bhul jaoge mujhe jab chota Don ayega....

( Yes you will also forget me when this small baby came..)

" Aeeeeh..meri baby ko don nahi bolna...... Kavya point him playfully

(Aeeeehhh don't say anything to my baby...

Kavya give Reyaansh soup bowl stand up so he can sit front of her... He gently hold her hands.... His heart ached when he saw drips,bandage on her hands...) Meera understand his emotions placing her both hand on him...

" Yaansh.... She called softly....with warm smile .. he look down not meeting her gaze..

" Mujhe...maaf Kiya na sugar?... He

( Did you forgive me na?..

whispered pleading putting soup bowl placing his head on her feet..holding tightly... Meera was controlling her tears her all emotions coming out.... Her hands was ruffling his hair....

" Hum apse gussa kab hue the ?..aap kyu khud ko esa bol rahe hai... Aap humare sir ke Taaj hai ese kaadmo meh acchi ne lagte hai...aur humare aankho meh dekhein.....

(When I did I get angry on you?... You are crown of my head ... It will not look nice when you touch my feet... And looking i n my eyes...)

Everyone left the room giving them privacy.... They need time to be alone

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" Bade bade raaja apni Rani ke kadmo meh girte hai ... Meh kya cheez hu?...)

(Even majesty King bow their heads against their queen so I am just worship my goddess...)

Meera giggle holding his hand " accha hum apko tabhi maaf karaye ge jab Aap hume woh burger khane dege please....

Reyaansh turn firm trying to be strict... " Tum nahi sudhrogi na ( you won't behave ).... She shook her head still laughing..

He made her drinking soup.. first she make faces denied.. but when he put condition he will give forehead kisses on every soup drink... She instantly got excited... Letting him making her drink soup...and he give her forehead kisses fulfilled his promise.... Wiping her mouth with his thumb pad..... After that massaging her legs..putting her leg in his lap..kissing her foot continuously....she was feeling lucky overwhelmed by his gesture..... After patting her head .. putting her into sleep....

He moved to Aarav, kartik, shivaksh feeding them food with his hands..no matter how much they became older..they are still his priority and his baby.....he care for all for them.....in his family....

After meera discharge.. Reyaansh lift meera into his arm..no matter how much she insisted but he prefer to be deaf.. his protectivness urge... In matter of her.. he was concern he don't want any problem arounds her...